Alexis, on the ONE PERCENT chance you are not a troll, I will say this:

Go learn it. Sitting here or in EveMON and fantasizing what your ideal gang composition in 6months will be is completely pointless. Actually going out and learning what works is going to be hundreds of times a better use of your time. Your average redeemer fit is going to take you for about 800 - 1billion ISK, which you will lose the VERY FIRST time you use it if you're as clueless as you are now.

You're all further away from your target ships than you think you are. Getting the SP to sit in the hull and then heading out in it, is a terrible idea. At the very least, every half decent Pilgrim fit needs Recon V. You'll need around 2 or 3 mil SP in drones to have a hope of killing anything.

A decent rule of thumb I decided on, was that when you can T2 the full fit (low, mid and high slot items for a ship), you're skilled enough to PVP in it.

A Redeemer fit, just for T2 guns, drones and tank, will set you back something like 350days PLUS. None of those things are something you want to skimp on.

Or, you could stop being snobbish and learn in T1 ships, like, say, everyone else. Plus, I don't have a clue where you get the idea that a Paladin is a decent ship to PVP in? Just go ahead and google "PVP Marauder." Or just tell us why you think a ship with the same DPS as T1 hulls makes it a better "damage dealer"?

You'll not find a corp to accept you because your attitude is terrible. You've theorycrafted out some bullshit ideas and now want a PVP corp to accept you, and accept that you'll be learning PVP in 150+mil hulls. OH and the icing on the cake? You don't want a corp that will accept new players. Classic.

My corp accepts brand new players and still manages to hold a ~90% efficiency. We'd have a snowballs chance in hell of doing this with people like you around, which is the reason none will accept you.